thanks so much for the comments to support me girls<333

sadly... i have been binging all day long and now i feel extremely ill. my stomach is soooo bloated. and i feel queasy... and feel like going to throw it all up. maybe i just ate toooooooooo much. sweet bun, chocolate milk, chips, cake, marshmallow and much much much heck more. ughhhh... i m dying ): well... i deserved it...

my mind is full of guilty && most important I HATE MYSELF. wtf. i know there is no use crying or puring... ALL THE CALORIES WERE ABSORBED. i m now being the fattest fuc*ing as*hole in the state. i cant do anything or change anything... Brian wont love me. and he will never fall in love with me... who will love a fat as* ???

i m weak i m such a failure... i cant even resist the temptation... I DESERVED TO BE FAT. YEAH I KNOW!



whatever... i sincerely thank to all you girls being so supportive to me. I LET YOU ALL DOWN. i m just a weakling who cant resist any of the temptation (food). i m soooo soooo sorry about it... i m totally desperate right at the moment... today is gonna be the worst day of my life... i realli dunno if i can handle it... i just wanna cut myself or stay in the bathroom all day in order to purge the food out of my fuc*ing stomach. i will reply all the comments later on today. take care && stay strong girls<333